Ever since the day you left, many things have changed, and many people haved changed along with those changes..
There are so mAny questions left unanswered.. Maybe all it takes is just a push on the back for it to work, but the little push that's needed seemed so far away..
It's been any other mount, but for some unknown reason I knocked out not once but twice in a single mount.. Have I reached my limit? Is that all I have? Sometimes these little things just makes you lose hope.. Makes you feel unwanted.. Makes you feel left out.. Makes you feel that whatever you are doing is just redundant..
I've really got to thank you guys for helping me, for guiding me all this while till now.. Dedication however, is slowly thinning out into nothingness.. Can I keep this up? How much longer can I hold on for?
All these unimportant issues of life just tend to be evolving by itself into Such a big mess..'ohmy, what has become of the world.. The once ever so enjoyable life of mine has turned into a pile of worthless unnotifiable crap..
All I can do is keep hoping.. For a better future, and a tiny chance of success..
Don't leave me, will you?
Cheers, WoiNk
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