Well like I was saying, are sundays really that tiring?.. Its a day where the sun is up, with the perfect weather for anything under the sun; free sundaes cuz its sunday?..

w00ts , Strangely nobody needs to D/S arms today ;)

It's been like how many days since i went back again, and what a bad mistake it was..

I've finally became transparent..
Doesn't matter if im there or not anymore..
Home is just a storeroom for me now, just take and fuck off..

Ciaosxx

WoiNk

So yeah, followed up on the issue before, and seems like no progress is made.. It's getting harder and harder to get everyone together..

So much stuffs happening amidst the chaos..

Is anyone even trying at all?
Is it worth it to commit so much into it?

Well, i need to sleep after not having any for the past 28? hours?
Gonna have my 3rd knock out soon ;|

Ciaos

How long has it been only, and you have forgotten who i am.. It really saddens me to find out those little things from others who are supposed to be what you thought they are, but turns out they are not actually what you thought they are..

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The past few days have been passing by day by day, without any thing worth noting.. Although i can say im getting to know some people better..

On the other hand, some other people just cant seem to be content with what they get.. If you are gonna be leaving us soon, then stop complaining about every little detail.. If you want this, then prove yourself to others that you deserve it, instead of complaining.. What does complaining get you?.. Will you really be happy when everyone is unhappy, and people start putting an invisible target on your back?.. Will you really be happy when everything everyone worked so hard for just disappear over the night?.. Will you really be happy when we become disorganized, although i cant say we are really organized now..

If all of you don't agree with what im doing, or any of my decisions, then don't come to me.. Go hide behind someone else, like you guys always do.. There has never been a moment whereby everyone portrays his true self, withholding nothing from each other.. All those painful backstabbing here and there are getting on my nerves..

Like i said before, if you don't want to take up the responsibility, then don't ask for anything more, just be content with your lot.. If you can't commit to the ever changing minds of the higher ups, then don't try to be one who can.. If you have nothing else better to do then just accept what you are given, and stay that way, and everyone will be fine..

You know what you are capable of, and what you have done till now.. It's not that i don't want to put responsibilities on you, it's just that you don't deserve those responsibilities no matter how much you believe you do..

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Well, being someone who doesn't have much friends, it shouldn't be any problem for me to get over all this.. A few days of isolation and it will be all over..

Ever since the day you left, many things have changed, and many people haved changed along with those changes..
There are so mAny questions left unanswered.. Maybe all it takes is just a push on the back for it to work, but the little push that's needed seemed so far away..

It's been any other mount, but for some unknown reason I knocked out not once but twice in a single mount.. Have I reached my limit? Is that all I have? Sometimes these little things just makes you lose hope.. Makes you feel unwanted.. Makes you feel left out.. Makes you feel that whatever you are doing is just redundant..
I've really got to thank you guys for helping me, for guiding me all this while till now.. Dedication however, is slowly thinning out into nothingness.. Can I keep this up? How much longer can I hold on for?

All these unimportant issues of life just tend to be evolving by itself into Such a big mess..'ohmy, what has become of the world.. The once ever so enjoyable life of mine has turned into a pile of worthless unnotifiable crap..

All I can do is keep hoping.. For a better future, and a tiny chance of success..

The NuT
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