Uh haha, yupps its me again.. being the ever so negative person i am, i've started to doubt myself again..
Sometimes i wonder if everything i've been doing have been done for the greater good, or just for the sake of finding an excessive amount of work for me to do to stop myself from having negative thoughts.. <--- Which in the long term gives you stress in the extreme amounts, & also a lot of incomplete work, which keeps piling up, never to be completed.. ( which in the end will be passed on to some kind souls who are willing to ease your burden.).. This in turn brings us to the question: Is it fair to that kind soul then? Doing all the work that you yourself accumulated just for your own needs..
The answer is obvious.. NONONO!! Then why are you still doing it?.. Is it worth it to make use of you friends when they really treat you as a real friend from the bottom of their hearts, while you just keep making use of them?
No one will know for sure, only you yourself know the answer..
P.S: Cherry 1 today was a torture !! -.-
Don't leave me, will you?
Cheers, WoiNk
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