Phew, its been a long time since i've done this, but im sure i can get used to it soon.. Thats alot of confidence i have im meself.. hahx..
Oh well, not sure where to start, but its freaking 2.30am in the morning and im still awake.. TooT..
Think i'll just skip all the formerly - uninteresting part of my life ( which dates back to about 2 years? <-- i think.. )
So now im serving my ns ( currently in
PLAB-FDS ).. Enjoying life? i would'nt say so..
It was fine initially, until some major changes made stuffs happen and it leads to another to another, so on and so forth..
Its only been less than a puny 2 years, and i got to know quite a lot of excellent friends.. a great addition to my uneventful life i would say.. They had brought me lots of fun, all those memories we had together.. all the outings and stuffs etc.. of course, all good things have to end someday, but i never expected it to come so soon..
All of them are now drifting further away, one by one.. We do still keep in touch, maybe still see each other once in awhile.. however its obvious that some things haved changed.. i've been talking to them lesser now, and going back to my old ways.. slowly, and soon i'll just be like the emo bastard kid like i was in the past..
Well, today was the limit.. all of a sudden came the news and there it happened.. what i dreaded most..
Felt like the world just ended there and then.. Maybe it isnt that bad, but why must i be the first one to find out about it.. why, thats a question no one can answer..
Why did i lie to him.. all those unanswered questions.. may it be done one day..
P.S:Yan, u should know. ( This isn't as hard as Weffriddles. )
*With love i do*
Don't leave me, will you?
Cheers, WoiNk
2:28 AM